My Heart Broken



Antha ala edo negative ga jaruguthune undi :( but naku nammakam matram full ga undi, juliet naku matame sontham ani, edokati chesi valla father ni oppincheyagalanu ani Naku over confidance. Rojulu gadusthunnai kani naku oka manchi job set avvada ledu, inka training lo ne unnanu, inka ila aithe nenu Job eppudu chesthanu? Promotion eppudosthadi? Salary Eppudu Perguthadi? Juliet father ni eppudu aduguthanu? naa daggara time ledu, :( Tondaraga edokati chesi settle aipovali. but ela? 


Chivaraki naa communications skills training aipoyayi, interview daggara padindi, adi Jan 19th 2012. Nite juliet ki call chesanu, repu interview undi ani, chala ananda padindi, nenu kuda baga prepare avuthunna. 20th morning interview ki vella, But Naa daridram nannu vadaladu kada. Again Rejected :( Juliet ki call chesi Interview avvaledu repu ani cover chesa. thanu oka annadi aa roju nite 8 ki malli kasepu chat cheskunnam, kasepu matladuthunte valla mummy vacchi chusaru, evaru annaru, Romeo ani cheppindi, aa roju valla mummy thanaki geethopadesam chesesaru, aa nite juliet naku tarvatha kuda gud nite cheppindi, Muddu kuda pettindi Padukunnam, 

Next day mng mobile chusthe Julit nundi no msg, sarey marchipoindemo anukunna, interview ki vella, Edo chesi motthaniki Docomo lo select aipoya, naku anandam vacchinda dukam vacchinda first call chesindi naa pupi ke kada. call chesa lift cheyaledu, ala madya madyalo chesthune unna. no reply. msg ki kuda reply ledu. nite aindi, nenu ma atrining institue ki velli intiki tirigi vasthunna, bus lo undaga manasulo edo teliyani bhada, ila eppudu cheyaledu, edo aindi, naa manasuku telusthundi, naa bangaraniki edo kastam vacchindi, emaindo ardham kavatledu, sarey ani maa friends kontha mandi girls tho ph cheyinchanu, but no reply. aa roju naku nidralo picchi picchi kalalu :( antha aipoindi... 

Malli mornig lecha.. still no msg, naa darling natho gadipi nearly30 hrs paine avuthundi, eduposthundi, teliyakudane kallalo nundi neellu vacchesthunnai, naku eroju nundi Job training start avuthuni alage edusthu office ki vella... Classes start chesaru, naku em ekkatledu, manasatha naa juliet daggara undipoindi, evaru call chesina juliet anukuni ulikki paduthuna. akariki juliet call chesndi, sudden ga training room nundi bayataki vacchesa, Kalla nundi water bada bada karipothunnai, aa sweet voice vini 35hrs avuthundi. emaindi ra bangaram ani adiga, em avvaledu kali leka msg cehyaledu ani ph pettesindi, aa voice lo ni vibration vintunte thanu ratri antha edchindi ani telusthundi, but thanu em avvaledui ani ph pettndi. 

Malli afternoon call chesindi. chala dull ga matladuthundi, emaindi ani adiga. Okkasariga thana manasulo nundi bhada tannuku vacchesindi, chinna pilla laga ekki ekki edavadam start chesindi, matladalekapothumdi, adi akkada ala edusthunte evaro naa gonthu pisikesthunna feeling, oopiri adatledu, emaindi ani enni arlu adigina cheppalekapothundi, edusthune undi, thana dukkam antha okkasariga naa mundu kakkesindi. Appudu cheppadam start chesindi... 


Maa matter valla intlo telisipoindi anta, Monna nite nenu pampina I Love You message valla intlo chuesi niladeesesaru anta, inka naa juliet nijam chepesindi nenate istam ani... Valla intlo okkate annaranta neu vallaki 1 % kuda nacchaledu ani.. 2 days nundi valla intlo andaru edusthune unnaranta. Valla dad aithe Shoka samudram lo ki vellipoyaranta, thana pempakam ila unda ni kumilipoyaranta, aina kuda papam ayana opikaga kurchopetti ila kadamma ila cheyalamma ani juliet ki naccha chepparanta, but juliet mondidi, nene kavalani pantham pattindanta.... Idanta natho cheppi aapakunda edusthundi, mana love break aipoindi vidipodam ani 100Tons pain tho thana voice chepthundi, motthaniki maa vishayam valla intlo telisipoindi, inka nenu matdadam okate takkuva....
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